I realized one thing today a house is not at home it’s the people that are inside that house that makes it a home. For me that’s Maria I wouldn’t care if it was an apartment or a condo or even a sailboat on the ocean. As long as it involves Maria. We could also say I haven’t really made this house worth really living in and that’s my fault. I’ve been an awful person inside and out and it’s time that changes. I can keep saying this, keep writing it and keep even thinking it. But until I change nothings going to change around me I have to be the example that I want my life and our life to be like. We shouldn’t have to wake up in fear that the day will be ruined by the person you’re laying next to you. How can I expect someone to change and be happier if I myself have not changed and I’m not happy.
The main parts of a house Is the structure whether it be the roof, the floor or the walls. I’ve realized that our relationship is much like the house. If he doesn’t have proper structure and support what does it have. It’s time that I be that support that everyone needs around me whether they’ve done me wrong or not I cannot judge the reason why this happened I just need to be better myself so everyone else can be better around me.
It’s time that I be that support that everyone needs. whether they’ve done me wrong or not I cannot judge the reason why this happened I just need to be better myself so everyone else can be better.